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Holy Shitake Mushrooms are Mighty Good

Wed May 13, 2009, 5:26 AM
The title would -lead- you believe that I had something miraculous happen to me, but, that's not it. I have a problem, and this is the only place I can post it to get replies, without the people who I'm going to discuss can see it.

Okay, to start it simple, there's these two guys.

One, I've known for about 2ish years, give or take a few months.
The second one, I've only really began to know a few weeks before Christmas.

Technically, I'm with the second one. But I can't help but feeling like I'm rushed into things with him, because of how fast we got to know each other.

I knew the first one, and a lot about him, before I even knew the second, but at the time, he was dating my friend. As far as I know, they're not dating anymore, because she thinks he's not good enough for her or something of the like.

Anyways, we recently got talking, and there was some flirting, but it was all friendly. At least I thought so until some things happened. Keeping it PG, and in teen talk, he had some up's about the whole situation. And for some odd reason, I didn't mind.

I'm not the type to tell someone, its TMI. I'm the type, talk to me about whatever, and I'll listen. Even if it goes into those topics that are just not something you'd normally talk about. He started going into topics you guys might think is TMI, but he was doing it to find out about me. I asked him if he liked me, and never got a reply, so I said don't fall for me. Replying with ouch, I realized he had. And unfortunately, I him too.

Whats even worse, is I like/love both of them, and I'm all stressed about it. The first one, who we are going to call Holy from now on, knows I'm dating the second one, who we are going to call Fealty. Fealty knows I'm friends with Holy, but he doesn't know to what extent. Holy doesn't know that I like him, but I did ask him under the impression I was trying to help one of my friends where she thought she loved two guys, and so I asked if it was possible, and of course, he did reply with a yes, but also said because it happened to him.

I don't know what to do, because I don't want to hurt either of them, nor do I want my two friends fighting each other, nor do I want to loose them both. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Halo by Beyonce
  • Reading: Yurana no Tsuki
  • Playing: The computer
  • Drinking: Water

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